singularitie

If anyone ever actually reads the shit I write here.... uhm, friend, I am seriously worried about you. 😐

Following up on the last one... uhm... yeah, fabricating emotions so you could feel like you're feeling something, 'cause in fact you're completely fucking dead inside. ^-^

Oh yeah, you're such a spectacular fuck up that they should create a new --opath label just for you. But hey, it's all good, you're fine, it's fine -- after all nothing is real, so... phahahah, go fuck yourself.

. . .

Anyway. My point was I got an idea how I can use it to trick my mind.

[i.e., got a weapon now] :D

I wonder if the sincerity of an artist is sort of like when I imagine something and make myself cry.

Also my subconscious is a b i t c h. Throwing up needles while running away from a nowadays Sodom & Gomorrah — seriously?! Fuck you.

When it's your third day up and you've to be at your friends kid baptism. 😵‍💫

Oh, and by the way:

KEEP SLEEPING, I'LL MAKE YOU DREAM OF ME.

And no, that's not repeating of the past -- the energy is incomparable -- as we're now seeing beyond death for us. And in us.

Bookmark for later, as these are freakin' amazing:

Song of Songs, Egon Tschirch

Well, the Apocalypse starts right after the Genesis, and vice versa -- then it begins all over again. So, what's all the fuss about?!

I have a new metaphysical friend.

and I want to scream

from opened windows.

at 3AM. [again].

How much life there is in death!

🖤

ookay, that dream was quite something... :?

You realize how sad and hopeless the situation is when Metashit (FB, IG) goes down & it's breaking news, conspiracy theories and panic all over the place. And if that's not sad enough -- "the place" is Twitter/X and TikTok... Pls, shoot me now.

got aroused as fuck from... nothing. need to break something and stop for fucks sake talking to me if you don't want it to be your face.

breath in breath out

SCREAMING INTERNALLY

To-do: Write 1000 times "I'll set a monthly budget limit for books." for punishment and control yourself for fucks sake. But but... I've finally found the complete set of Lewis Carroll's private journals, I I I just couldn't help it. 😭

Dad: “Each one of us is insane in one way or another. People need to learn to respect the otherness in others.”

Who dies understood?

I'm exaggerating, but when I do it makes my stories captivating. See, I'm a storyteller - I write stories, then I tell 'em... 🎶👾🎶

"I have so many issues I could be a magazine." — MM

I forgot what dramatic fuck I was prior to ... It's freaking hilarious, like the world ends at every 2-3 days or so. 😅

uhm, is that what lucid dreaming is like?

You can't find in others what you don't have already inside youself.

And I would like to go to the opera, ballet, cinema and theatre, but when I pass by you I'm 'bout to kill some motherfuckers!

just leave me the fuck alone, so I could top myself. go away. don't want you to care 'bout me. i want you hate me. idk wtf you're even doing here. everyone just stop giving a flying fuck, stop expecting anything from me, and set me free for fucks sake.

sick of myself everything everyone.

& as calm as if I had hugged a bomb.

I swear observing guys bantering each other (especially as a form of talking 'bout feelings, relationships, etc.) is one of the most amusing things ever. And I mean it in the best way possible. ☺️

“2024 is gonna be our year.” 🖤

Can you feel my love buzz? [singing with a taser in hand]

“To those of you who are easily frightened, we suggest you turn away now. To those of you who think they can take it, welcome... to the madhouse!”

...and even from fear, I'm putting my head in the beast's mouth.

It sucks 'cause it's supposed to bring me joy and calm me the fuck down.

"Don't confuse the spirit with the body, or the soul with the machine."

"Where you wanna live - in a jungle or the zoo? In the latter case you are a slave, in the former a God-forgotten beast. Now, isn't the jungle better - at least when you get eaten, it will be your own fault?"

“If complete and utter chaos was lightning, then he'd be the sort to stand on a hilltop in a thunderstorm wearing wet copper armour and shouting “All gods are bastards!”

— 𝘛𝘦𝘳𝘳𝘺 𝘗𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘵𝘵, "𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘊𝘰𝘭𝘰𝘳 𝘰𝘧 𝘔𝘢𝘨𝘪𝘤" (1983)

“But we were dragons. We were supposed to be cruel, cunning, heartless and terrible. But this much I can tell you, we never burned and tortured and ripped one another apart and called it morality.”

— Terry Pratchett, "Guards! Guards!" (1989)

“A poet is called upon to shock men's souls, not cultivate idolaters.”

— "Mirror" (1975) by Andrei Tarkovsky

If you wanna know someone, get to know their soul.

I'm totally not a full grown 30 yrs old woman crying on an animated penguins movie with her morning coffee. I swear.

M: “Can you imagine what the world would be if there was no electricity? You'll never be able to hear the same song twice...”

someone: is nice with me for no obvious reason

me: smiles and is like aww

me: dunno how to (re-)act

me: turns into a ghost that walked into the light

me: feels like an awful person for that so avoids 'em for a lifetime

.......... 🙄

You can care about people without being emotionally attached to them.

“There is a lot of energy in the dirt.”

— Georgi Markov

“We are all tied up in interlocking stories and painfully aware that we are at the intersection of all sorts of stories and we don't know when we're the star and when we are a role player, when we're the hero and when we're the villain, and when we don't matter.”

— Mark Bernstein